Hi, Thanks for taking the time to read and respond to this post. I'm sorry if I've not managed to find the right choice of words to convey the situation, and I certainly haven't patted myself on the back for the situation my family finds itself in. I'm full of doubt everyday as to how I got here and where to go next, as are the rest of the family. But as with anyone, we've all dealt with the things the best we can given the situation we find ourselves in. None of us are perfect, but we strive to make things better tomorrow than they are today.